I wish I could say I feel better now that the exam is over but truth be told I’m still terrified. I’m not sure how but I was completely unprepared. Worst of all, I was over prepared for Anatomy. Which I suppose, as my weakest subject was for the best. But Biochem and Physio left me dazed…I feel like I knew nothing. Oh my. I can’t stop myself from fearing the worst. From fearing that I actually managed to blow this exam and get sent home without a next semester. I need to work harder. Every day. I need to speak out loud and know these concepts like the back of my hand.
I didn’t do good enough. I will do better next semester. I think I need to actually make a couple of friends. Find a couple of dedicated people to study with, to keep me on track, and to push me.
I need to do the same in the gym. Isolation hasn’t done me well the way I thought it would.
I have a gameplan for next semester, should I get the opportunity. My heart will be broken if this was all for nothing. I can’t help feeling distraught at the thought. I just need the mark so I can function. I feel so helpless.
Why is it the only days I have photo worthy hair I’m stuck indoors cramming for an exam?
I think I came to the realization today that i really, really need a coach. blah.
Is it weird that I have longer relationships with men than women?
When it comes to holding onto bffs I feel like the phrase “Maybe you’re the problem” really applies to me
"Scotland" by the lumineers
This song gives me chills
I actually loved Glee last night. That’s probably the best episode they’ve had in over a year (excluding the amazing tribute ep to Cory).
Adam Lambert, who I am not a fan of (I don’t dislike, just not a fan) was actually incredible. Talk about a surprise! I’m very, very happy he’s joined the cast.
Chord Overstreet’s abs are also incredible and were worth tuning in for. I loved the “applause” cover - it was edgy and fun. Also the finale was really fun and entertaining for once. Usually I turn off the final number midway - I have found them to be really boring for the last couple of seasons - so unless I like the song, Goodnight.
Frankly I’m grateful to Mr. Shue for finally calling Marley out on being the most boring character of all time.
I was both surprised and disappointed that they shied away from having a big conversation about sex. Since Rachel/Finn in what? Season one we haven’t seen a really strong anti-sex stance and Marley could have presented just that. Instead she cries into the covers about being scared and in typically Puckerman fashion, Jake goes and bangs a cheerleader. Good lesson Glee - sleep with your boyfriend or he’ll cheat on you.
I was really unimpressed with that one particular message. The rest, however, was pure gold.
that moment when whole9 retweets you?!